What’s wrong with me?

Seriously, what is wrong with me?

I felt like I’ve been trapped in fear of failure. I am truly grateful for my work but the past days, I feelย like I’m slowly losing confidence on myself. I feel like I’m going to fail anytime. This is how I always feel when I’m not in my comfort zone.

I don’t know if my brain just really got slower in processing new knowledge every day or I am just really incapable of my work. I never liked this feeling of waking up each day, fearing that things might not go well at work.

And maybe the reason for this is I tend to think what other people might think of me. Instead of just focusing on what I need to do, I tend to over think of how things might turn out to be in a negative way.

I don’t like this struggle. God is enough to assure me that He will help me and sustain me. But I still give in to fear that I end up spaced out and worn out.

I know I just have to trust God each day with every detail of my work. I know He cares about what I do because He cares for me. I know there is nothing to be afraid or worry about. He will guide me every step of the way.

What’s wrong with me? The way I think is what’s wrong with me. I pray that God will continue to renew my mind that I may overcome fear through Jesus.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!


The past 2 weeks have been very challenging weeks, but in a good way challenging. ๐Ÿ™‚

I’m so blessed to take in a new role for a different account in the company. I’ve been wishing to have a BA role in our company, but there’s not really much that of an opportunity within our industry group. But then, God has really been good and amazing the He opened such door for me. Indeed, God can make things happen. ๐Ÿ™‚

And I may be tired for that past weeks, but I just feel so happy. I must say, happily tired. ๐Ÿ™‚

And this weekend, I just want to recharge and be refreshed for another week to face.

I thank God that He taught us how to rest when He did it on the seventh day after He created all things.

Happy weekend everyone! ๐Ÿ˜€

God bless!