I feel a bit low today. Sad, I suppose.
I was so excited on something when it became uncertain again.
My heart sank.
But it’s okay. I will continue looking up to God.
He never failed me. He will never start now.
I know He will continue to enable me as I continue to wait.
Feel so uncertain, so unsure, so clueless.
I’m so down today. One of those days that I feel like I’ve got no one
I arrived this morning here in Manila. Everyone in the flight were very excited as the plane landed except for me. My case is different. They’re visiting. I’m a returning resident. The thought of now knowing when I can come back to Canada or if I will be back at all is the reason why I’m not that excited. Don’t get me wrong, I miss everyone here in Philippines. But, I would be excited if I was like one of those who just went home for visit.
Well, I’m still grateful to God for He has really blessed me with such opportunity. I’ll always be grateful.
I met several people on my arrival day. My best friend, Nong Iman picked me up at the airport. Then, I had lunch with my sister in Christ, Rhodes at Almon Marina. Then, had dinner with Nong Iman and his parents and Tupe. I had a great time with all of them.
And tonight, I feel so sad. 😦 Everyone has moved on with their lives here. While I come back to the same life when I left. I dunno, just a thought.
Time to rest now. Tomorrow, I’m going to face part of my world.
Thank you Lord for a very smooth and safe arrival. 🙂
I really had a great time tonight. Celebrated Ate Jeany’s birthday and somehow a send-off for me. And now, I feel so sad and heavy-hearted. I don’t want to go home. 😦 Not because I don’t miss my family. I miss them so much and I’m very much looking forward to spending time with them. It’s just that this time, I feel like I’m going to leave a part of my heart here in Canada. I just feel so sad… 😦